well long time!! my sponsor says i should write about myself!!! there are alot of good thinngs about me i guess......no definitely!! i am down on myself sometimes without realizing it..... i just always wanna do more for everyone but i'm limited on time and money. but i do try hard to be a good father, son, brother, boyfriend, dog owner, friend, and employee. don't be so hard on yourself jeff!!!! it will all work itself out i suppose. i do want to be all i can be!!!! and i guess that says alot right there!!! i do care alot about everything! i'm so blessed i feel like i should be whistling 24/7! dear Lord: i will get to a better place....... thanks