good day. knocked out the gym, a meeting, cooked myself a nice dinner, and cleaned the kitchen. i was kinda bummed to find out today that the financial aid i've been working on for school doesn't apply to this semester. i should have applied for the 09-10 not the 10-11. oh well....worked out for the best. wouldn't have qualified anyway cause i made too much money in 08. so now i'm way ahead of the game for the fall semester and my life should be more settled by then. i think this was God helping me out. as excited i was about school i don't think i'm quite ready. i'm watching a cute gay movie. one of the guys is an alcoholic. figures! the solitude at my apt tonite is wonderful. the ex went out. yay!! i'm grateful today for life with all it's ups and downs.