well it's been a weird couple of days. the austin roundup was great!!! it still amazes me that so many people with a common bond get together like that and can have so much fun sober! i really want to do the right things these days and one thing i had been putting off for various reasons i finally took care of. i ended my relationship with my live in boyfriend. i knew i needed to do it for awhile. he's a great person but we're on two totally different pages. my sponsor says i need to look for my higher power in my life in this situation and every day life. i would have put the break up off longer but after coming home from the round up i just couldn't pretend anymore. so i know God is helping me with that. i know it's going to be hard to stay sober living on my own. i've been so co-dependent all my life. but i'm looking forward to the challenge and the change. today i'm grateful for everything i'm learning in my program, my sponsor, all the great people i'm meeting in the program, and my family. thanks ya'll!!!