it was a good day! i feel at peace today after a couple of nights of feeling down. i guess i was coming down from my trip. i realised as much as i want to feel something for someone again god is telling me i need to learn to be ok by myself first. and i'm beginning that process. i'm grateful that i had the sense, by the grace of god, to drown my sorrow in ben & jerrys the past couple of nites and not booze!!!